April 2011
14 posts
Noel Hendrickson’s “Dusting Principle” alone might be worth the 30k my parents shelled out for my first run at college.
“The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source...”
– Albert Einstein
i have a wide on for indian men the way smart white guys with glasses have boners for asian chicks
no matter how dire and grim things can become, there’s always that nasty glimmer of hope that there will be freedom from disappointment keeping us alive.
“if you live in the past, your future is already determined for you.”
– anonymous
i would rather dare to love completely in the only ways i know how, than to render myself defensive enough to pretend i do not want to hand out all kinds of love to the people in my life.
i would rather give in to excruciating vulnerability and never see a happily ever after than keep myself boxed into my body and force it because that is the american lust for extraordinary existence. if that...
me: so what am i going to do today that is good for me
me: i'm going to play my bass really fucking loud
beth: EXACTLY
beth: You're gonna fucking touch yourself
beth: you're gonna recognize your beauty
me: but um it makes me feel excruciatingly vulnerable, and i can't handle that
me: to truly not know or be able to self-soothe the notion of possible rejection
anne: thats love, it's the biggest risk you can take
